The Pilot

Wow. Blogging. First of all, let me say that I never thought I would be doing this. Blogging is something I'm active in reading, but not active in participating. But my beautiful friend Courtney started one up and got me thinking about all the things I think about on a day to day basis that might be useful for other people. Well, I'm going to do my best to talk about those things rather than the things that are completely useless that also run through my head on a daily basis.

Last night, I got "shrinked." A friend of mine was hosting a group therapy session for her doctorate program, and I volunteered to be a part of it. It was to focus mainly on the part of life considered to be the "quarter life crisis." Yes, the thing that John Mayer sings about in "Why Georgia." While I knew everyone pretty well in the group, it was interesting to see that I wasn't the only one feeling the way I do about my job(s) and my personal life. It seems that the "quarter life crisis" is almost...dare I say...normal to be feeling. It's this sense of not knowing where you are now in your life, and also not knowing where to go from here, all the while trying to stay out of debt, maintain a spiritual life, grow within our professions, keep relationships afloat, romantic or otherwise, and just enjoy life as a 20-something.

Maybe I was just selfish enough to think I was the only 23 year old going through this type thing, but it's slightly refreshing knowing I'm not the only one going through this. The real trick for me is figuring out HOW TO MAKE IT ALL WORK. Time is not my friend. That's why it's taken me all day to write this, starting at 10 and just now getting close to finishing at 4:45.

So, right now, I'm going to simply leave you with a scripture that I always seem to go back to when I get antsy and nervous about what life has to offer me. And I promise to have more cohesive thoughts next time.

"The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the LORD. It is good for a man to bear the yoke while he is young..." -Lamentations 3:25-27